I understand this message I received today, but I want to remind everyone: I am human. I don’t think I’m going to rush to get Xander out tomorrow. I want to go cry because I feel like I’m letting you all down, but this book just isn’t ready. It won’t take long for it to be ready, but unless you’re willing to read a mediocre book about the one character you’ve all turned into a god (lol), I can’t, in good conscience, put this book out tomorrow. I just can’t.
I’m going to be honest with you. I am SO AFRAID of this book, so afraid of delivering a book which won’t due Xander justice, so afraid of failing you all, which is why it’s taking me so long. I’m not telling you this so you’ll blow up my ego about it, saying it’ll be great whatever I write, because that’s not true. I know that’s not true at all… it needs to be the best I can deliver to you and this isn’t it.
I’ve been struggling since before Kadence with on and off writer’s block and I’m trying hard to work through it. That’s my secret shame and I am afraid I’ll never get my mojo back completely. It scares the hell out of me.
So, my friends it’s going to be a surprise release when it’s ready. It’ll come out soon… I just won’t be telling you when.
Thank you for listening and, hopefully, understanding.